I would probably go back to school (10 years old) and go on from there. But this doesn't make sense because 10 years old me wouldn't have my experience. I will not lie - I have thought about this :D I think we - stutterers ( and probably most people on the world) should stop thinking that their destiny chose them. in reality we choose what we choose, whether we do it consciously or not. No one is a victim. It would be better to stop behaving like victims, to realize the power we have over ourselves. Let's learn from our experience and learn what we missed for one reason or another. Without regretting the past and what we missed or not. Every experience is valuable. And it's never late to change ourselves, just choose smart.