That not getting easier

That not getting easier So i dating a girl that I really like, and every times it’s so hard for me to talk. I had relationships that they loves my even due my stutter, I had one nights stands even that I had hard time to speak, I tried to overcome everything. But when I going out with her that are a lot that I want to say but I just can’t, I don’t give a fk about what to say but I just getting stuck. And I can’t even call her, and I thinking that if that someone else he could to call her and speak without a problem. That just not getting easier 😞