Please do not put so much pressure on yourself. I've interviewed many SLPs who have a stutter, and they have expressed a positive mindset in their journeys. You can check them out on my YouTube channel/ podcast (My Stuttering Life) and see how they dealt with it . Also, they have their contact information if you ever wanted to reach out directly. You have a bright light inside of you, and I know PWS would benefit greatly from you as an SLP. Good luck, and know that I'm in your corner cheering you on.