DAE have like a really weird stutter?

DAE have like a really weird stutter? I wish my stutter was more normal like having a “block” or “stammer” and just going silent but instead i start making such embarrassing and weird noises when I stutter 💀it sounds more like “AH” (for anything that starts with an O or A sound) “IHH” (if im saying something like it) or just random noises mixed in with stuttering.