Weird thing

Weird thing Hello, so I have a psychological stutter what means stress is what triggers it and my stutter causes me stress but I just noticed smth weird everything I stutter my body gets tense like it does with everyone but a weird feeling in my throat arises and no sound comes out but it's like I can still speak. It's weird to describe but it's a new feeling and it's weird bcs it's not like only parts cone out or just silence it's actually in my throat and I get the feeling like I can still speak but I'm just unsure what will happen if I do in that moment, it's like I know I can speak but I'm too scared too. Anyone else also have this thing?(sry for the unclear description I tried my best)