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just kill me now I just had one of the worst speaking experiences of my life. I had to give a short presentation and I legitimately could not get through three sentences. i wanted to shoot myself midway through which made my blocks even worse. I feel so defeated and depressed. i am glad I didn't try to run away from giving presentations like I've always done, but it just makes me feel so much shame and embarrassment. how do you guys get over this feeling. i question whether i can ever fully accept my stutter and become more comfortable speaking. right now it just seems impossible for me. i am hoping practicing will make it easier but after today i just don't know. by the way, i am not exaggerating how poorly it went. my blocks are normally pretty bad, but holy shit. me being nervous about it must have just made it 5x worse. absolutely brutal.