Found my people 😭😭 (you guys, this subreddit)

Found my people 😭😭 (you guys, this subreddit) Ive been struggling all my life with words that start with vowels, and occasionally/sometimes/rarely words starting with m and p (I guess!) I can't even say my own name without stuttering as it starts with an "A" :P and I''m always so disappointed with myself, more so when this happens with people outside my friend and family Circle ( my college of 4 years starts in a few months, I'll be going to a city and place new to me, will be meeting new people and trying to make friends, but I'm afraid I won't even be able to introduce myself without embarassing myself, just like what happened in my high school), but lately I'm trying to learn to not be too harsh on myself since I haven't been able to do much about it, I always try my best! I honestly feel like if I didn't have this problem id be doing so much better than a lot of people around me in terms of socialising and being funny/witty, and a good story teller :P I feel like I have a lot to say but this post is getting a bit longer than I'd like it to be lol, now I'm gonna read all the posts here and spend this night relating with a lot of people