First of all, you are very courageous and I am thankful that you are reaching out for help. Please talk with your parents about speech therapy. Also, Google Stuttering Organizations (NSA, Stutter Friends,, Camp Say.....I'm very partial to Camp Say - they have a wonderful program). Next, I have used secondaries to help me get over a block. You are not alone and know that you have a community here to help however we can.