I'm so sorry you are struggling. Stuttering will take away as much of your power as you will let it. Try to remember that fluent speech is only one part of being a good communicator (and a lot of fluent people suck at these things.) Make great eye contact, be an active listener, have confident body language, be engaging, and most importantly, say exactly what you want to say unapologetically, no matter how long it takes you. You are important and your voice matters. Don't let stuttering shrink your world 💙