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I'm disappointed Idk how to feel about it, but I've had the opportunity to meet 3 more stutterers in my life (it was random, it wasn't like "oh there are more people like me, let's have a meeting"). Different times, different mindset, whatever. The point is that, every time I know a stutterer, I can see that their stutter is not as bad as mine, so even if I know another stutterer, I always feel lonely because theirs is not bad as mine. Today I met one, and I was excited to talk with him and ask and connect, but suddenly I felt like "some part of me thinks that you don't really get me". I have a block stutter. 20-25 seconds -even more- in a letter (yes, letter, not word, LETTER), and this person just repeat syllables like 1-2 times. Of course it's not the same. I feel hopeless. It doesn't matter if I know 3400 stutterers, I'll feel lonely thinking I'm the only one who stutters THIS bad. Thanks for reading.