I recorded myself speaking more slowly and I sound more clear, and my stutters were a lot less "annoying"

I recorded myself speaking more slowly and I sound more clear, and my stutters were a lot less "annoying" But is the audio playback an accurate reflection of what I actually sound like in real life? Imo when I speak at that rate I feel as if I am speaking too slowly, and when I feel as if I am speaking at my "normal" rate, I sound very fast on the audio playback. Not only that, when I play an audio recording of me speaking at my said normal rate, I sound very nervous and awkward, and my stutters sound a lot more PRONOUNCED and ANNOYING Does anyone have experience with this, or something similar?