My stuttering is the reason why I am such a good communicator. It required me to practice my speech a lot more than the average joe and it made me better in public speaking. Sure I would have thought the same where “oh maybe if i didn’t stutter, I wouldn’t have much anxiety” but i feel like if I didn’t have a stutter, I would have been a completely different person. Embrace your stutter. The more comfortable you are with your stutter, the less it happens. The more anxious you get, the more you stutter.