commentr/StutterNovember 29, 2023

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I can immediately side with you. I also am not worried for your mental health at all. The fact that you acknowledge it in the way you do makes it very relatable. I too have the hulk, jeckle/hyde, etc lol. Maybe that’s a bad reference, maybe it’s from comic books and cartoons as a kid. Regardless, I get ridiculed for how I write to express myself. I think non stutterers have a different part of the brain than we do when it comes to written communication. Easy for them to speak freely verbally and casually speak what’s on their mind right, but then if we put it in writing all of a sudden they lose their shit when they read it. I mean that in reference to shooting the shitty lady in the face. People can say that walking around verbally like whatever. We know you won’t really do it, but boy does a cartoon flash of it happen in your head sometimes? Maybe I am crazy. Wanting to hammer fist someone’s face flashes in mine all the time. I was getting gas just today and the lady behind the counter laughed very noticeably when I attempted to pay for gas and I barely got the word out. People suck in general. I’m finding the older I get I realize I wish I could just stay silent like that one guy in that one movie lol at the end he speaks and just says like, “I kept quiet cuz there’s nothing to say.” People are so full of shit these days it’s hard to find anyone intelligent or interesting anyway!

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Emotional ExperienceIdentity & Disability

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Frustration & AngerStigma & Bullying