What motivates you to keep on living ?

What motivates you to keep on living ? Seriuosly my stutter these days is just so severe that all my hope for future is eradicated. I just have no motivation whatsoever to keep on living. Im all alone , single , depressed more than i could be. I really struggle to make meaningful connections with other people , hence im still single , no girl would ever want to date me obv. given my ugly looks , stammer , and a half witt. I honestly dont think i can be anything in the future. All my hopes and dreams are shattered now. Im really dead inside. I dont the see the light at the end of the tunnel at this point in my life.