I just joined reddit itself several days ago hah and I happen to stutter as well. Im 24 and have stuttered my whole life. Up until highschool my stutter didn't really affect me psychologically but now it's gotten to a point to where I have so much anxiety when I know I'll be interacting with new people. I'll sweat and my heart will race making me feel like I'm about to pass out. Lately things have been difficult as well because I was let go from my first job, which I know was related to my stutter :/. I don't want stuttering to rule my life anymore. Like I'm so fed up with stumbling over my name for what feels like an eternity. Its so awkward for everyone involved! Sorry for my rant, your story was similar to mine and I needed to let a little out. Wheww, okay time for breakfast