My dude. All that shit is societies standards/bullshit. I’m 25 stuttered my whole life. I’m in the military and am doing fine. Got an apartment a girl and I’m just cruising through life living it to the fullest I can. Stuttering can be tough I get it and sometimes life can seem pretty shitty. Just gotta realize that if you embrace it and work on it and try to improve it everyday it’ll get easier. In my experience fluency relies on your anxiety and stress and level. For me that’s working out and jiu jitsu. Then things just kinda flow. Sorry if this sounds rambly I just saw this on the way to play some poker. Best of luck to you bud shit gets easier. It’s not just a stutter issue it’s a life issue and everlasting pursuit of bettering yourself.