It was weird I got high a couple nights ago and went night swimming and looked up at the stars and I realized how huge everything is and how small me and my problems are and I basically just realized that I should stop taking my stutter and my issues too seriously because it’s not the end of the world. It sucks ass don’t get me wrong. I’ll still struggle with it. I’m starting a speech class in two weeks and I know the second I have to speak I’ll stutter a lot. But it’s alright. I don’t have to impress anyone, and if anyone thinks of me differently because of that then so be it. I’m just trying to accept it for what it is instead of stressing myself out about it and wanting things to be different. If you just try and let go and not be as worried about it I think it can improve slowly over time if that makes sense. Positive thoughts can really help.