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even my parents find me annoying Seriously I just don't want to speak to anyone anymore , feels like no one ever want to hear me anyway not feel like it's true they don't have all the time in the world tho , my social life is ruined , I tend to talk to much but I lately stutter a lot and i try to control like I am a extrovert i want to talk to everyone but this stuttering has ruined my whole personality and i don't want to talk to people , I have confidence until I open my mouth , like everyday my tdy my father and I were watching a football match and I was explaining to him and he is annoyed af and told shut your mouth and don't speak , y'all would call me childish and stuffs but it kinda hurts everytime am telling my parents something they will not listen wht inwant to say they just close the door on me , idk why to do I didn't do anything, and my father swear a lot I mean alot , he doesn't even think twice before saying he just gives it all , tdy i didn't say anything when he asked me smthing cause he told me don't speak , so he sweared like for an hour and said I will fail in life , I will never accomplish anything in life I will die in vain , I will beg for money in the streets , like wht did I do for this , ahhh it's hard af when you have no frnds and your own family doesn't believe in you , they love me ik , my parents love me alot but it's because I don't know how to speak this is happening, maybe am the problem