I feel you brother. I really struggle at work. And once again I jumped on sedatives to deal with my stutter. Diaz3pam. From being to able to say hello to my coworkers somedays, I now can finally get sentences out. And the best part is that I really dont care much anymore about my stutter. So the anti anxiety properties of Diazp@m works in synergy with my stutter and the fear of stuttering.