I used to not believe in God and held a very bad grudge against God-- to a point where I praised Nietzsche. I would often not even capitalize the word. Off topic but that's because it's my first time saying thank God I can walk and function to a level, I am recovering. Yes I definitely consumed a lot, I left that part out because it hurts to be bashed by everyone when I ay I did 3 very large bong inhales, equivalent to 6. It hurt even more and makes me feel worse mentally as now I begin to have numb brain is to say that my friend did set me up. I will write more about this and why I took hat many... I did not know. Had it been anything else I would have questioned I will write a lot about this. I am very fatigued both mentally and physically. I do go to university and finals are this week. I will take a long brake and attend community college after, planning on pursuing nursing or teaching that's up to life. I have to stay humble. I was pursuing physics, I'll see if I can do calculus 2 level of math. I posted and indepth respond to another lovely Human with details, I will send the link :). What would you suggest I do with school. You don't have to feel obligated to answer or read or respond to me. One thing I found out that often times even nurses just...ignore you...upsetting. Yes California l, I am overseas now back at family. 12 hour flight. I was at this hospital 1555 Soquel Dr, Santa Cruz, CA 95065, United States. I should request them, I believe a family member is going to request them in person I will make sure to ask him to get the CT and heart scans? Why should I tell them to get? You are doing more work than any of my family members. I can't explain to you how much it means. It speeds up my recovery.