Man I know how it feels I've had a stutter all my life despite being a good reader and writer I just can't speak It hurts and it made me make excuses for things, I always wanted to present something in my class but I always get afraid due to my stutter, makes me feel shitty and fucking bad I wanted to speak fluently so badly I don't even know how that feels since I've never had it in my life, I try to order something and I stutter, I try to do anything and I stutter and when I was trying to make new friends I get so afraid because it's scary because I don't know how they will react to my stutter will they make fun of it will they just accept it and be nice? I've always asked myself this. Because of my stutter I gave up on a lot of opportunities and it's daunts on me and makes me feel shitty and a shit person, i always wanted to just speak freely but i can't i've always wanted to express my ideas and things my i can't i want to do so many things my stuttering makes it so hard. sorry man im tearing up writing this i just feel so shit because of my stuttering it makes me feel shit.