Life is so fucking sad man... So sad.. For some it is like living in heaven, but for some like going through real hell... I don't understand why this is so... why, why, why.. we didn't choose it, it just came, we didn't choose to be born in this pathetic life, but still here we are. I really don't understand, I really don't. But one I will say - I will try to get out of this and if I make it then yea... I want to make it, I really do. Life, why is it so? I... ok that's all.