This was me for the past 2 years. Finally started around 3 months ago but I don't actually talk in my videos for now :p I do videos on racing games and put text over the video when I need to. I plan to start talking in my videos eventually when I've built up my confidence. Some of the videos I make are cinematic type videos so they don't actually need any talking. Whenever I get even a single subscriber/comment/like it helps a lot with my motivation and confidence and I'm hoping that one day I'll start talking in my videos. Maybe not soon, but one day.