If you truly believed in god than you would know he has his plans for you and everything he does is part of his plan. He puts you through trials to help you understand that you need god to help you and that you cannot do it alone. Yeah I know a stutter sucks though cause when you try to tell a story or talk to people when you stutter its just so frustrating. Im not trying to force this belief that I have in go don you but I think you should consider it. Also think of all the other people who have it way worse and you can be thankful that yours isn't as bad; I'm not trying to make it seem like your stutter isn't that bad because I personally know of how much it sucks.