used to think like this, but I went through a period where I was either constantly on drugs or very depressed (not recommended), and it turned out that when I was like that, I didn't give a shit about anything, not even about my stuttering. Now that I'm clean, I always think about why I didn't give a shit when I was on drugs because it wasn't that big of a deal. And since then, stuttering gives me anxiety, yes, but I don't care that much.