I agree with you, I hate also hearing myself stutter and other people stutter. It's very sad Everytime I stutter... Doesn't matter if the day I talked 10 hours perfect and just 1 sentences is enough that I wish to never speak again cause I hate it. And we have to deal with it every single day, in every single situation. Making a phone call, talking over VC with friends, calling my friends, I hate it and I'm scared of it, even though I know they won't laugh or nothing I'm still scared of joining 😓😖😖