Oh I see. It’s amazing how we can relate to media, such as the berserk manga in your case. For me, it’s one piece. I started reading it in 2019 during a year when I wanted to strive for more, and it’s very nostalgic and impactful Hope you have recovered from your experience in your dark days that you mentioned, and have been looking forward to better days. Life is super tough but it’s all the little things that makes it manageable, if not better