dont feel like a human being

dont feel like a human being i dropped out collage (due certain events includes my stutter) 2 years ago and started trading made good amount of money still doing. I didnt spend time with anyone who is around my age since i dropped out didnt have conversation with anybody besides my dad (on the phone) just on my pc analyzing charts waiting for markets to open and sleep when tokyo markets closes and woke up when new york opens (i have trouble sleeping i sleep less than 4 hours a day) i always have troubles with my mental health but lately i feel like i hit rock bottom i dont know what to do with my money i can cash out and never have to work but i feel like its only thing keeps me engaging...