The most important thing is figuring yourself out. Everybody can wait. Go to the gym, running, biking, or do anything to improve yourself. Go sight seeing, try new food, take up classes, and see new places. Always keep on improving yourself mentally and physically. It gets better for you 35+ and older. Every thing will fall in place by itself. Just make sure you spend countless of time alone by yourself. Its very addicting. Once you make it, you will look back and see that stuttering is not a big deal.