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Really wanna vent it out! Seriously guys, how are you handling your stutter? I'm one of those people who's always up for speaking despite the fear of stuttering but honestly it fucking affects me a lot. My career is not growing, I'm socially awkward (not because I don't speak but because I can't hold conversations). I literally feel like I've lost all my confidence because I can't just converse like normal people. This thing has fucking gone into my head and affecting really bad. What i am venting out here is not even 1% of how I feel. Time and again I fallback to this very state unknown as to how will life turn out to be. I'm 29 and can't live the rest of my life in the regret that had I not been a stammerer, I'd have been at a much better place (which is true right now). The life choices I've made have subconsciously been affected by my stutter. I'm not scared to stutter but definitely of the thought that what if it never goes away and I have to settle for an average life. My expectations from myself are huge but stutter is the biggest roadblock. And I just can't deal with stuttering anymore. It is stressful and tiring.