Just realizing that I stutter, I have concerns.
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Just realizing that I stutter, I have concerns. I posted here earlier, discovered that I most definitely have a stutter, luckily it's pretty mild. Most symptoms for me come out in "eye" "ahh" and other sounds, but rarely. Most of my symptoms come in the form of blocks, not being able to start a sentence or finish a sentence. Honestly I wish I didn't even know it happens. Ignorance was bliss. I feel like it's *worse* now that I know about it. Like I'm so worried now that people will judge me over it that it's worse than it was before. I talked to a close friend about it. He said I didn't stutter badly at all, referring to regular b-b-b-but type stuttering. I explained that it was more than that, but now I feel like he doesn't believe me and thinks that I'm faking it. *Especially* now that it's getting worse because I'm anxious about it. God I'm so fucking stupid for even telling him. Honestly, though, what if I didn't even have a stutter before at all, and now that I'm thinking about it a lot, I'm giving myself one? The easiest person to fool is usually yourself. What if I'm convincing myself that I stutter when I don't? I'm freaking out a lot actually. I don't know what to do. Anyway. If you read this, what do you think?