If an amazing girl likes you, your stutter is probably less severe than you think it is. I don’t mean that in a rude way at all btw — research shows that people who stutter almost always have a more negative self concept about their stutter than the stutter itself. Feel free to make your own rules and move at whatever pace you want to! But if I was in your situation, I would make progress towards accepting my stutter. I think that would help you down the road be able to interact with your friends the way you want to. Thanks for sharing!