Same thing happened with me regarding college admissions . Fuck these people who treat all the people through same pallet , I would say try comfort food and watching something that comforts you and do things that give you peace but just make sure it does not backfire . ( for ex - abusing former bullies gave me a lot of peace but then I regretted it because I think I am a petty bastard who abuses people for his own fun and peace , and realizing that most bullies turn out to be mostly decent people once they grow up to a certain degree ) .