I'm the most unlucky person on earth

I'm the most unlucky person on earth Only 1% of the world has a stammer when god loaded the world 99% of people loaded correctly but I had to be on this 1% well if I'm not the unluckiest then what is unlucky? I don't mind to be homeless living the street without this shit damm, if I had one dollar for every time I wanted to kill myself I would have found a cure. ​ yes when I\`m stuttering I make this face like I got a stroke and people look at me like I'm an alien, I can't even stutter normally, don't have any future, not friends, family doesn't know how to help me they just there like nothing wrong with me. so lonely my only comfort is death.