Be mindful of how your stutter influences your choices. It's really difficult but try to remove the influence of you having a stutter from your decision-making process. Change is hard. But I infer you want to make changes. We're here to support you. Questions like "would I be a different person if I didn't have a stutter" are self-defeating. Of course you'd be different. You might be a different person if you had turned left instead of right on a walk ten years ago. Who is to say? You are you, and that's the best version of you. Period. Anything else is a fantasy. If you want to improve or change, do it. Best wishes for progress towards your goals in 2022!