I get how you’re feeling, what makes me feel better is the people that say their job after school is a much better environment because they don’t really have to speak as much in an office/work environment. You never know if things will get better, just stick it out and see. School usually is quite depressing. It requires more socializing and presentations. Adult life is more lonely for the better or the worse. You can literally choose to go straight home and chill and not talk to anyone in peace. You have more freedom.