Hey, so first of all. I suggest you lose that group of “friends” you have. I know feeling alone is scary but it’s better than being treated like that. I’m going to assume you’re probably in high school; it’s a lot of vanity, social pressures, and ostracising during this time of life. You’ll meet your own group eventually but don’t think this is life today. If I could go back to high school, I’d change so much because of how much I realised didn’t actually matter. I’m in 3rd year of university now. I started working on myself during 1st year but I realised I could’ve started much sooner but I was too busy worrying about irrelevant things. Take your time and be yourself, you’ll gain more genuine friends. But like the OP said, you can DM me if you’d like or post a rant. You’ll find support here.