Lowkey feel the same, but now I shouldn't. And will eventually find someone, altho may take longer. Currently am very low in life, and don't believe I'd be able to hands a relationship right now. Only relationship I know I'd get into right now would be a toxic one, cause I'm still to broken. Moved onto my second therapist, which seems to be working so much better then my previous one. Didn't click with the first one, second one is from same culture which really helps