I know what you feel brother/sister. I’ve been in your shoes and had attempted suicide last year and believe me when I say it’s not worth it. You are beautiful and you have a beautiful life. Stuttering is painful, I know. But there is so much more to life than speech. Find a hobby, stay with loved ones that cherish you for you are and enjoy life. I battled severe depression last year and now that I’m out of it, I can tell you life is much more and all you have to do is stay strong and maintain your will to live and you will find joy in it. I don’t know how old are you, what country you’re from or what other situations in life you’re in but I want you to know that I love you and I’m rooting for you and there is no harm in asking for help. [Here is compiled list of suicide hotlines to get in touch with if you feel you need to.](https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/wiki/hotlines?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) . No shame in it what so ever. We all fall and need help getting back up. DM me any time if you want someone to talk to.