I won’t let my stutter take control over me.

I won’t let my stutter take control over me. I’m 28 and seeking a job. I have no one to stay with me and listen to my suffering. But I won’t put the burden of this stuttering on others. Because there is no right for them to take my negativity, which comes out when I talk about my life in a miserable way like I’m the most miserable person in the world. My family don’t care for my stutter, so they see me as a normal person. So, they push me to get a job. They are never curious of the reason why I haven’t try to get a job in a year. But no matter they are my family, there is no right for them to take my negativity. They also must have their own problem in their life. I won’t stay in a miserable state which stuttering pull me in. Despite of my suffering, I will listen to other and their emotion and comfort them. When I imagine my future and all of sudden, huge fear come up in my mind, Pleases God, stay with me. If you abandon me, I am entirely alone in this whole world. I am so weak, vulnerable. Please come to me and comfort me.