Help

Help I’ve said many times on this sub and it’s mostly the only thing I’m talking about is my goddamn stutter, it’s getting of control, it’s been 19 years and nothing have changed at all it’s getting worse I’m honestly doing any efforts because it’s very severe and it need a lot of work and I know myself however it can get better a simple breakdown will make me fall into a severe stutter again, my social life is so bad I’m really scared I keep leaving like this for the rest of my life, I’m scared I end up alone or crazy