I second your idea of sending an email. Idk how much you get paid, buts its not worth the strain of elevated anxiety and low self esteem. Anxiety kills people. 130 calls ever day in an 8 hour period is 16 calls an hour, or a call every 3 minutes. Every day that you continue to live in anxiety, you basically are borrowing from your future. I know its a bad time to fuck around with your job, but send a carefully worded email and get some relief.