I would've probably been a lot less shy and soft spoken. My voice is really quiet, and despite the fact that I love to talk out loud and amongst my family, I stay silent at school and don't dare to raise my hand even when I know an answer. And when I say an answer, my heart is pounding like I'm about to die. Tremendous fear. Without the stutter, I would have had a better chance of getting a career that I want from the heart, but I have to settle for careers that don't require excellent speaking as a must :(.