Thanks for reply. Oh Its impossible to not notice :( It has gotten much worse since I am at the university and working as well. I used to be only mild stutterer with often long periods of fluency. Nowadays my stutter has gone much more severe with long blocks and stuttering at the first letter so it sometimes takes a lot of time for me to say something. I guess the reason is stress from work and school + my relationship inabilities are more apparent then ever, which affect my emotional state as well.