Hello, I am a minister in a church, so this means that I have to speak before people and I stutter as well. It is true that God made the mouth and the tongue but He is not making your life "a hell". These infirmities are designed to draw His people to Him. Do not mind if the ones who have clarity and freedom of speech and use it to dishonor God and man. Their work is not forgotten. In the Bible, there was a man who was blind from birth and a lame man for 38 years seeking for relief and aid. Those sicknesses was for the glory of God. Embrace the stammering tongue, this is how God speaks Himself. He gave you His tongue. He has to deal with the same infirmity as you. Isa 28:11  For with stammering lips and another tongue will he speak to this people. Heb 4:15  For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as *we are, yet* without sin. I hope this encourages you. If you need someone to talk to about it I'm here for you. But please don't stop praying to God. Jhn 11:4  When Jesus heard *that,* he said, This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God might be glorified thereby. Psa 73:12  Behold, these *are* the ungodly, who prosper in the world; they increase *in* riches. Psa 73:13  Verily I have cleansed my heart *in* vain, and washed my hands in innocency. Psa 73:14  For all the day long have I been plagued, and chastened every morning. Psa 73:15  If I say, I will speak thus; behold, I should offend *against* the generation of thy children. Psa 73:16  When I thought to know this, it *was* too painful for me; Psa 73:17  Until I went into the sanctuary of God; *then* understood I their end.