I know how you feel bro. Trust me. I understand completely. Sometimes you just need someone to be with you and sit and be okay with it. Your parents are uncomfortable with it because they care about you. They are hurting too. Trust me I understand. Go stand in the sun and just look at something beautiful. Or eat some yummy food. There’s light my friend. I was like you. My brain shut down and spiralled. But I’m still here against all odds. Trust me. I know. Tell yourself, “I want to live. I want to live. I want to live.” Flip the switch and turn off it off. If you need to not go to school then don’t. You have a stutter. It’s part of it. It’s hard to accept. But you do. Your flow is interrupted when talking. It’s okay. I have it too. We all have it on here. And we all get it. There is a way forward.