The thing to remember is as bad as it feels before hand and even while it’s happening you will live and make it through it. In the bell curves of life we all fall somewhere on a bell curve in everything we do. Some we are in the top 1% other we are merely average. Speaking fluently we fall under average and that’s ok. How we deal with emotions and feelings from this placement on the bell curve is what makes or breaks us. Sometimes when I can’t speak. I’m remember that hey at least I was blessed to be able to speak at all.