Hey hey! I am 15 I was in a similar situation like you, I want to ask out my crush for over 3 years and I still can’t bring myself to it... but other than that I feel kinda normal now I mean I still stutter but you have to accept it you have to know that if you ever need someone to talk to I am here :) you should push yourself to the limits, talk to people just to get used to be uncomfortable.