Thanks for sharing I have the same exact thing with me. I'm an artist so when I rap the words come out perfect but if I was to read the lyrics without the rhythm I will stutter. Also when facing an audience to introduce myself my anxiety goes through the roof and my stutter takes over. You talk great but I know how annoying it is when you want to talk to people especially with how eloquent your speech is when you're alone. I believe we have a gift it's just a mountain we have to climb. We all in the speech community can do this.