**TL;DR summary**: *(of the post)* I tried every stutter technique, but it didn't work. Constant loneliness, bullying , exclusion, even by my own family. unimaginable injustices. I survived using my understanding of my value and my reality (I am sincere , kind , determined , and inspired) and god. My health started declining day by day. I got a job. This healed parts of my fear, shyness, OCD, and my physical health. at work they treat me with ridicule and recreated the same circle. Your life is too precious to lose for fake people. You and I — we remember that special worth we’ve felt inside us, that no one saw or tried to help us bring out. I read many philosophy books. **I learned: Do what makes you feel alive**. do what you love. act from your true self and identity. Stop living under the decisions of others or in your parents’ shadow. live in the present, no planning or worrying about the future. From now on : I won’t hate myself or be ashamed of my stutter. **How can we expect it from others if we can’t give it to ourselves?**